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The Dream of the Rotten Daughter

Originally published in Field

 

On the night of the day

she buried her mother

 

her father turned to her

from the grip of an old

 

photograph, her six-year

dead daddy, swiveled his

 

bullet head, nailing her

to him with a blood-shot

 

sniggery eye, then stuck

out his tongue.  She woke up

 

laughing, recognizing

the title of this poem

 

before she wrote it, there

on the point of that red

 

wad where he’d honed it all

those years, slipping it in

 

between her ribs when she

least expected.  It was

 

his label for her from

the time of the big bed

 

Sunday mornings, and she

between them pretending

 

oblivion, a balled-

up cuddle to bridge their

 

unbridgeable gap.  Or

(speak truth, oh rotten one)

 

usurp the I’m-here-first

of that furious eye.

 

Old news, old news.  Tell it

another way.  Make it

 

a Halloween story,

Poe story—ghouls, spiders,

 

cellars and foul air.  Two

dolls in their boxes, laid

 

side by side like people

bewitched in an iron sleep

 

and a ghost with a blood

eye and a butcher’s tongue

 

who cut his way into

his daughter’s dream to say

 

of the newly dead, Boo!

I won.  I’ve got her now.

 

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Diapers for My Father

Originally published in The Ohio Review

 

 

Pads or pull-onsthat

is the question.  Whether to buy

pads dangled from straps

fastened with buttons or Velcro—

pads rising like a bully’s cup

stiff as pommel with stickum backs

to stick in briefs.  Or, dear God,

the whole thing rubberized,

size 38 in apple green, with

or without elastic leg.  Or the kind,

I swear, with an inside pocket

to tuck a penis in—little resume

in a folder.  Old mole, weeping

his one eye out at the tunnel’s end.

 

The clerk is nothing but patience

practiced with sympathy.

Her eyes soak up everything.

In ten minutes she’s my cotton batting,

my triple panel, triple shield—my Depends

against the hour of the mop: skeleton

with a sponge mouth dry as a grinning brick

waiting in the closet.

 

She carries my choices to the register,

sighing the floor with each step.

I follow, absorbed away to nothing.

 

How could Hamlet know what flesh is heir to?

Ask Claudius, panicky in his theft,

hiding in the garden where it all began

or behind the arras, stuffing furbelows

from Gertrude’s old court dress into his codpiece.

Or better, ask Ophelia, daughter too

of a foolish, mean-mouthed father,

who launched herself like a boat of blotters

only to be pulled babbling under the runaway stream.

 

 

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Snow

Originally published in The Georgia Review

 

 

Let us speak of love and weather

subtracting nothing.

Let us put your mother and mine

away for a while.  Your dying father,

my dead one.

                                    Let us watch

from our bedroom window how a slow

falling snow crowns all nakedness in ermine.

Do not look at me yet.  Your face is flushed,

your eyes too love-soaked, too blue.

Outside is white on black

and still.  The sky, deaf with stillness.

 

Don’t let it frighten you.

Hush.  There’s time enough for that.

Be content for now to watch the maples

fill with snow, how they spread themselves,

each naked limb making itself accessible.

 

 

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